just for the sake of it and the fun?!

i noticed every last entry, i posted with a photo... and i ask myself why o.O... i know, it isn't that sort of thing that you would expect as being important, but i would say it's like don't like coffee with foam... i hate foam... ok i don't hate it when i post photos... i love it kind of.. but don't you get the point?... ok no, i understand that... a little bit... it was just a question flowing through my little synapses and making "buhuu buhuu".. can i do this? isn't it going to be boring?... every time a silly photo?... ok now the fun to write lost me and i finish this foolish writing with a cordially

"good night"... o.o

promotion xD

have you already seen the film "orphan"?

just do it!!!!!!!! ;)
--> i did it just until now and it was great^^



curlicue. (and i forgot to say that i really love her clothes <3)

sober

i'm puzzled...
i don't know what to answer...
what's appropriate?
it shouldn't sound clumsy or even insensitive..
it shouldn't, because it's touching me very deeply..
it's grave and every word i'll write is crucial...
it should be clear and emotional, but not exaggerated...
it should show my feelings...
my real feelings...
because the truth told to me so why should i try to lie or only hide something?

curlicue.

and don't forget....

... the tea
---> <3

half past four in the morning

right now i'm sitting here in my living room with three friends of mine and we're playing some old retro games on nintendo 64 and super nintendo and it's a looooooooooot of fun *neeeeeeerds* xD
it's quite late and i'm a little bit drowsy^^ but it'll be good xD... we just continue playing games^^

wish you a beautiful night/morning xD
tschumbels of curlicue *hihihihihi*

i love the old games <333333333333333333333333333>

wicked weekend

i was on two birthday parties.. and yeah they were quite good^^..

learning...

right now i'm sitting here on my table and learning for my first test tomorrow... it's a german test, not to test grammar things like we did as we were younger (and of course, i mean, in our age and on our level you can expect that we can speak and write german correct :P), but literature and how to interpret it and so on.. our theme is Franz Kafka and we have to interpret one of his short prose works... i'm excitedly and a little bit anxious.. i hope it'll be good... i don't want to write shit and get a bad mark... i hope i'll be concentrated, creative and very important well-arranged... i hate it when i've got so many ideas and thoughts and i just can't handle them.. then i'm writing lots of nonsense and mixing things up... i just have to think positive and that i'll be capable of it and give the best i could... :]
ok but now i've to go to a rehearsal with a friend of mine... i'm playing a duett and it's a wonderful composition <3

ok have a nice day, love curlicue :]

like a black swan swallows a red rose..

a strange day today.... it was quite normal, nothing really special happened... and then there are also so many decisions i've to come to... i'm so confused... and this apathy, which is making everything grey and unimportant... i hate to come to decisions... i destest it... why do i have to decide? just let me live like i want.. in my own beautiful world... i don't care about anything and so nothing has to care about me... i think that's a good deal... or not?.. maybe not really :/ müüüäää blabla... i'm havering again... it's just that i'm really, really confused lately... whatever... to much unimportant shit to tell... blabla...
please someone come and get me out of this disgusting sleep of confusion... the more i write and think about it, the more i fall in this deep black hole of thoughts, swallowing me with its depressions... muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... maybe i should try to get some sleep... tomorrow many will be different... just don't mind today, pighead......



love curlicue *oinkoink* :] i love piggies <3

creative time :] yaayyy

tomorrow i got two lessons of my favorite subject: ART <33333334567...
ok and we had a little exercise to do: möööäää too confusing and too many dancing things to explain, anyhow we have to draw a sketch and so on... blabla more facts i'll maybe tell another time..
here are just some pictures of my creative work xD:







don't mind the scrawly sketch, i'm going to make it more precise.. i just caught some ideas^^

blabla curlicue <3

a warm heart in a cold breeze

today i had a really nice day with two of my friends.. we went outside and they took some photos... it is not much but it was so wonderful just to walk and talk and enjoy nature, despite it was a little bit cold... i like cold air... it's so fresh and pure <3....



it is this autumn, so beautiful
cast a spell over me
taking me by the hand
and abducting me into a world
i couldn't ever imagine
these colours capturing me
the wind ensnaring me
the leaves preparing a tender bed
to charm me into a heady sleep
everything is prancing and enwraping my body
so i just let myself fall..
it is this autumn, so beautiful

i'm just saying "hey"

aiaiaiaiaa... wow a really long time i didn't notify myself....... a lot happened... i won't tell everything... anyway it would be boring... who wants to think about the past? honestly... ok that sounds strange and is kinda confusing when you consider i'm a person you can really call nostalgic... yeah in former times... there was much better.... but back to the main point, the school year has ended and i had some holidays, i really was in need of and i really enjoyed.. and then school started again and now will have this week my first test and i hope it is going to be well... mööäää no need to say more... anway words being overrated... saying things you didn't mean that way...

"hey" says curlicue and took a glass of milk and throw it into this red pool of nothing to see the splashing..