a strange day today.... it was quite normal, nothing really special happened... and then there are also so many decisions i've to come to... i'm so confused... and this apathy, which is making everything grey and unimportant... i hate to come to decisions... i destest it... why do i have to decide? just let me live like i want.. in my own beautiful world... i don't care about anything and so nothing has to care about me... i think that's a good deal... or not?.. maybe not really :/ müüüäää blabla... i'm havering again... it's just that i'm really, really confused lately... whatever... to much unimportant shit to tell... blabla...
please someone come and get me out of this disgusting sleep of confusion... the more i write and think about it, the more i fall in this deep black hole of thoughts, swallowing me with its depressions... muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... maybe i should try to get some sleep... tomorrow many will be different... just don't mind today, pighead......
love curlicue *oinkoink* :]
i love piggies <3
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