i wish you would sing to me

http://vimeo.com/2947051

thoughts

the house is empty. just me and the cuddly pets.

I should make some tea. water some plants. and maybe tidy up my room.

listening to music and dancing right now.

when there's no one, I can be myself. be dreamy, be silent, be loud, be sexy...

nobody watches, but you imagine some, who could watch you, who you want to be watched by.. imagine their reactions, their thoughts.

it makes me so aware of who I am. it enhances my femininity. I love that..

it's the best feeling a woman can have, when she feels feminine and lovely.

and never forget to eat some chocolate!

lonesome curlicue leaves some feminine greetings ^.^

huihuihui

It has really been a long time since the last entry and it happened soooo much! Had no time and principally no passion for writing some entries.. yeah it's startling, that there wasn't any time I wished to acquaint my thousands of fans and of course the hole world about my well-being!! But yeah that's just.... the truth.

But now *chinesegongsound* I'm done with school and got my abitur.. finally :]! So now I am applying to a lot of universities to hopefully study psychology in October.. Haven't send all the applications yet :S..

But there's no time o.o... that's so confusing. I am done with school and got no time??? O.O What the hell?!!...

I'm tired.. I've so many things to get done... I thought it would be a really relaxed time after the abitur, but there's still so much to do and I'm working till afternoon to save some money for my studies, so there's just little time of the day for these things! The job is quite fine... but heavy^^.. I'm going to be a Hulk after the two months :D

It's strange.. so many new people, new places, new dreams... and the contact to the others you nearly saw every day lessens... The people I love are now further afar... I'll have to get used to it.. although it's strange... The familiar world dies slowly and another one rises.. Time is fading and there is nothing to do.. mh..

Thoughts over thoughts^.^ as always from little curlicue

Just wanted to give you, anonymous and imaginary readers :D, a little insight in my little, unimportant life full of hope and wonders xD (probably it's just for me, in order to chronicle my life and remember moments, but most probably it's just the pleasure of writing which grasped me^^)

To put it in a nutshell, life's changing now and there's a lot to learn...

Oh look, I found my passion for writing again^.^ maybe there'll be more to read in the next days, weeks, months.. let's see.. you know.. phases... and so on ;]

greetings from tired, but hopeful curlicue <3

Are you fond of walking?

let's see into the mirror of walking

find a new lace in your way

as conditions change

you have to choose

have to follow either your heart or your conscience

say me which lace I should lose

can't hold them all together

but it's merely a matter of time

so change in the storm of it

but never let it weigh you down

so say... are you fond of walking?