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It has really been a long time since the last entry and it happened soooo much! Had no time and principally no passion for writing some entries.. yeah it's startling, that there wasn't any time I wished to acquaint my thousands of fans and of course the hole world about my well-being!! But yeah that's just.... the truth.

But now *chinesegongsound* I'm done with school and got my abitur.. finally :]! So now I am applying to a lot of universities to hopefully study psychology in October.. Haven't send all the applications yet :S..

But there's no time o.o... that's so confusing. I am done with school and got no time??? O.O What the hell?!!...

I'm tired.. I've so many things to get done... I thought it would be a really relaxed time after the abitur, but there's still so much to do and I'm working till afternoon to save some money for my studies, so there's just little time of the day for these things! The job is quite fine... but heavy^^.. I'm going to be a Hulk after the two months :D

It's strange.. so many new people, new places, new dreams... and the contact to the others you nearly saw every day lessens... The people I love are now further afar... I'll have to get used to it.. although it's strange... The familiar world dies slowly and another one rises.. Time is fading and there is nothing to do.. mh..

Thoughts over thoughts^.^ as always from little curlicue

Just wanted to give you, anonymous and imaginary readers :D, a little insight in my little, unimportant life full of hope and wonders xD (probably it's just for me, in order to chronicle my life and remember moments, but most probably it's just the pleasure of writing which grasped me^^)

To put it in a nutshell, life's changing now and there's a lot to learn...

Oh look, I found my passion for writing again^.^ maybe there'll be more to read in the next days, weeks, months.. let's see.. you know.. phases... and so on ;]

greetings from tired, but hopeful curlicue <3

Are you fond of walking?

let's see into the mirror of walking

find a new lace in your way

as conditions change

you have to choose

have to follow either your heart or your conscience

say me which lace I should lose

can't hold them all together

but it's merely a matter of time

so change in the storm of it

but never let it weigh you down

so say... are you fond of walking?

in the end

in the end I was standing there alone

leaning against the banister

watching the moon, now waning

it's cloudy, so the shimmering is dulled

tears rolling over my cheek

although I promised not to cry

I just can't hold them back

as emotions overwhelmed me

your letter between my fingers

only ink and paper

but your words mean so much to me

I miss you dreadfully

Hola!

mexico is beautiful

didn't even think it is so various and manifold

a pity, that I can't really communicate with the locals



interesting country, interesting nature, interesting people



greetings from curlicue in mexico ^__^

dream-like

see that girl, walking through the forest
looking so strange and shimmering
doesn't really belong in this place
lift your eyes to the sun
dazzling you and light on your heart
the girl doesn't walk fast
she's got time
she is the time
carrying a flower and in the other hand
in the palm, like a gutter
there's water, caressing
patiently waiting, curling
so clear and deep
you look into it and see everytime something different
the flower, watching what surrounds her
is cautious and fears to be threatened and harmed
but in the end
you can watch the sunflower grow

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sunflowers.