swimming :)

today i went to a swimming bath with two of my friends spontaniously and it was quiet nice and relaxing *mmmmmhhh*^^
thank you girls ;)

and to everyone else a good bet: go to a swimming bath in the next days and just let your body rest for a spell!

hihi :) curlicue

apple core

long time no entry... last week just finished the last tests and now i'm relaxing and hope for good marks^^... yeah nothing really special.. just some good days and some bad days... mixed up to a mixture called life...
just want sometimes the sea to swallow me with its hands into his deep blue to be far away from the sobriety on earth,
or the sky to open his clouds like a door to make me enter a world without thinking of every nonsense, sick-making things on earth,
or i'd wish the nature would devour my body with its maw to make me like it-self and give this balance in oneself with everything and just to lay in peace..
yeah just texting... i wonder it's almost poetic o.O.. kinda influenced by Goethe <3

good night to everybody... curlicue...
*spreadinglovealthoughshe'salittlebitconfusedaboutasthingsstand..mainlyinherhead*
and *goingtosleep*

*hmpf*

i cannot find a boned swimsuit :( *hmpf*

yaaayy ^.^

today, i attended all things i've planned to do.. and that isn't happening all the time..

i'm proud of myself ;]

chameleon o.O??!

the weather these days is a chameleon, changing its colours permanently...
confusing, but on the other hand very varied (notice the v-alliteration!)... me likes^^ (particularly rain and wind, but that's another story :]...)

just wishing you the same happiness :]
<3 curlicue

shitty days

before i write some depressive thoughts, i'll tell about my weekend, which was quite nice.

friday: abitur party --> owowow, who put all the alcohol in my drink o.O
saturday: abitur prom --> yeah quite ok, but i was very tired
sunday: relaxing xD

but then a really shitty monday, not so shitty tuesday (actually it wasn't shitty, just nothing special xD) and shitty today.

i'm really stressed during the last few days, cause school is asking a lot of me.
nearly everyday a test or a presentation.. and i've no more motivation.. i just want the school year draw to an end.
it's so ugly.. from monday to friday i'm stressed and in weekends i'm just realxing and don't spend much time on thinking of school, but yeah then again monday to friday stress :(...
there's no mediocrity.. just the one or the other.. it's a toing and froing.. like sitting in a boat wobbling in the water and then falling in the water, sinking, seeing an underwater world and then pulling out and again beeing in a wobbling boat with no hope.. o.O actually it isn't like that, but you can suggest that i could be like that.. i think...

ehh well, i hope the next days are getting better..

love of the overworked curlicue *blub*