shitty days

before i write some depressive thoughts, i'll tell about my weekend, which was quite nice.

friday: abitur party --> owowow, who put all the alcohol in my drink o.O
saturday: abitur prom --> yeah quite ok, but i was very tired
sunday: relaxing xD

but then a really shitty monday, not so shitty tuesday (actually it wasn't shitty, just nothing special xD) and shitty today.

i'm really stressed during the last few days, cause school is asking a lot of me.
nearly everyday a test or a presentation.. and i've no more motivation.. i just want the school year draw to an end.
it's so ugly.. from monday to friday i'm stressed and in weekends i'm just realxing and don't spend much time on thinking of school, but yeah then again monday to friday stress :(...
there's no mediocrity.. just the one or the other.. it's a toing and froing.. like sitting in a boat wobbling in the water and then falling in the water, sinking, seeing an underwater world and then pulling out and again beeing in a wobbling boat with no hope.. o.O actually it isn't like that, but you can suggest that i could be like that.. i think...

ehh well, i hope the next days are getting better..

love of the overworked curlicue *blub*